just plain tired

im sick. and im tired. and im sick and tired of being sick and tired.

im frustrated. im discouraged. i dont understand. i dont get it. and im confused.

im mad. and angry. and upset.

im worn out. im exhausted. im sore. im weak. and did i mention, im tired....

im sick and tired.

im so many different thoughts and emotions i dont think i can put them all in words.

im not usually this way...but its all catching up to me. i know this "condition" or whatever it is, is hard to resolve. so i know i have to grit my teeth, clinch my fists, and keep going. i cant get discouraged because i wont heal. i have to look to the Lord for guidance and encouragement. thats what will get me through.

at least i woke up this morning and was able to put both feet on the ground...it took 30 minutes to get them on the ground, but they got there. at least i can see the beautiful tulips my dad planted in the front yard. and i can hear the birds singing outside my window. and i can feel the warmth of my puppies body up against me-worried because he knows i dont feel well. and i can taste the yummyness of the pomegranate freeze on my tongue {thanks to my friend susan.}

im blessed beyond belief.

and im going to keep truckin forward.

until then,

leigh allyn

Prayers:
~Strength