runnin on empty

i am operating on 3 hours of sleep. i feel like my skin is turning into concrete. and i am so sleepy im nauseous.

i took 2 benadryl before bed last night hoping to take some symptoms away while at the same time allowing me to sleep. well, i literally tossed, turned, sat up, laid down, sat up again, laid back down, cried, whimpered, scratched, realized it hurts to scratch, changed shirts 5 times trying to find a comfortable one, texted my mom at 2am told her i couldn't sleep- took yet another benadryl, watched some Sweet Home Alabama on TNT at 3am, texted mom again at 5am then read some of my book, kissed daddy bye when he left for work and finally fell asleep until 8:45....when mom came in to say my pcp wanted to see my right then!!! i jumped of bed and we headed straight there. we left after getting a steroid shot, an oral steroid, and a stronger antihistamine. she looked through all of the possibilities of hives and she really believes it is stress/anxiety related. if i dont get better in the next few days i will probably see an allergist.

so. now, im going to eat, sleep, read, blog, and sleep some more. i am afraid i wont make it to church tonight. im so bummed, i really like my class. maybe i wont miss too much.

as for now im off to well, eat lunch. then sleep.

please pray this is the resolve to the hives. i dont know how much longer i can take them.

until then,

leigh allyn

Prayers:
~my hives resolve and dont come back-ever.
~i get some much needed rest
~i continue eating well
~Ansley